Like an infant, I still got lots to learn from Mama, but the problem is, I don't have enough time, and that I have to count on myself for that.

Yet another problem is that, on some level, I'm weak, dumb, numb, slow as fuck

過著行屍走肉的生活... for real, how much time I've wasted, and how much more do I got?

The universe is never too big, cuz u can get so lost within your own self...

Nothing too sad or depressed, I swear, just that the mist is here, and it's pretty thick and heavy, period

We all need some space sometimes, just to breathe from all the mess we go thru. But that doesn't mean we're letting go of ourselves, we just... need time to be alone, with our own selves~

Jessie J. - I Need this

"Pop, I need some space"

"I'll be back sooner than you know"

"I need this space, just like you need air 
I need this time, time to clear up my mind 
Wait, did you hear that, hear my heartbeat 
I need this feeling, I really need this"

"I needed this time alone 
To know I could come back home 
To breathe, breathe, breathe" 

I just cried . . . like again . . . hysterically.

But I'm not sad, at least I don't think I am. I'm just so overwhelmed of all the love I got

I wanna be strong, I wanna be tough, but I can't explain the tears... I don't wanna be weak. but I do need my family, my friends

So damn emotional right now, I can't put things into words... I'm delicate but hard, im okay, im fine. 
 

訓左晏教, 而家訓唔著....

已經係兩個幾星期冇正常咁講過野, 好似好左o的, 但係都係怪怪的...

一提返起件事, 氣氛開始唔自然, 然後眼睛又水汪汪... 我又達唔到她的期望...

怯懦, 怕事, 膽小.... 係呢事件中我的問題, 我不憎恨她, 甚至不認為她做錯, 但又怎能解釋我的無奈和憤慨? 現在我好像只能怪責自己犯下那如此愚蠢的錯誤...

我.... 我是堅強的, 但我做不到....

又一個不快的週末, 不快的星期日

不要強迺我做些我不想做的事....