October 9, 2009

  • I gotta problem... of asking way too much when I have to do some kinda jobs or tasks or stuff. Even an easy task in people's eyes can sound like a Three Gorges Project to me, so I keep on asking and asking, just for more details and instructions... that's cuz I'm always so inseure of doing things I'm not used to doing, and sometimes, just because of the desire of perfction. But I know I always got people frustarted, and they might even think I'm not capable and smart and fast to complete the tasks . . . Get away that "everyone has their own flaws" kinda shh, I know this has been a big big problem... It seems at first I don't wanna mess things up, at the end, I either mess things up, or people take over my thing and complete it, way faster, way more effective, and a millions times more capable and reliable than I can ever be...