I wanna cry myself to death!!! ADAM LAMBERT lost to Kris T_T. So damn broken-hearted~ I really love Adam, he's so damn amazing, nothing in this unvierse can ever compare to him. I'm so buying his album, even though he didn't win, he's won everything and I know everyone feels the same thing. He's gonna be successful and I've never crushed on a male celebrity so damn much(well, except David Archuleta XD")

Anyhow, the finale is so much more fun that I expected, Kara shocked me with that bikini!! Group performances are amazing!!

Through the whole season eight, I do learn really a lot of things. What are they? I don't really wanna say that out, my it's fascinating . . .

Can't believe I get that form for the singing competition, I know I only get that because it's English!! You can say I'm all in a rush but I don't really want myself to feel any regrets!!

I'm perfectly satisfied with the way I'm living

there are still downs and moments I feel frustrated, but it's the attitude and mind I've got from like 1~2 years before that made we feel way better.

What goes around, comes around. this is the way it was, and is, and how it ought to be. I never will say I have a clear mind that I can see through everyone's heart and I'm a mighty god-like psychologist, cuz I'm not, and I never will want to be one, it makes me sick. I'm not saying I have to fool myself for doing things I don't feel right, cuz I'm not and I'm sane. It's just that . . . c'mon, we're just teens, what evil and sophisticated people would we meet at a school~ Oh please, don't waste my time, I'm really here to learn, play and experience, not glaring everyone and being suspicious.

That's what I feel and I'm fully happy I'm going on my own way. I might not see the lightbut I know I won't stray . . .

I'm not here to change no one's mind or correcting anyone's mistakes, cuz there aren't any. Everyone got their own plans, own ideas, own thoughts. Fights, love, hatred, friendship, all comes from the difference. haha, it might not make much sense XD"

(真係好玄 . . . 我都睇唔明~ but I think I should type it 4 some reasons!!)

This year's winner single is quite good . . . at least better than the time of my life~

I don't live in the US

but I'm just gonna say . . .

VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!
VOTE 4 ADAM LAMBERT!!

Do I really make weird faces whenever I'm sparked by that midas touch!? It is funny and whole lotta awkward. i don't wanna make myself a fool, but I jyst can't help it. It's like a emotions medley: I'm scared, I'm worried, i don't wanna embarras, I'm shy, I have to pretend asif nothing triggers me . . . but after all, I just like how he appears from nowhere and grab my shoulders, it's addictive~

明天chem test加油(要攞高分係有好多野做ga!! . . .)

真係要的起心肝溫書la . . . 好唔鍾意自己成日講一套做一套 . . . 好似媽媽咁講: 我要真係試下搏殺!!

If I could fall into the sky
Do you think time would pass me by
Cuz you know I'll walk a thousand miles
if I could just see you . . . tonight

我唔開心? 又唔可以咁講ge, 我而家都好少會唔開心, 只係有o的野令我迷失左少少, 有o的不知所措 . . . I'm wondering what would actually bring me down~

仿且, 首歌我都聽過幾百萬次, 仲要係兩三年前的事

剪左頭髮la, 超勁短. 講衰o的, 都幾7ga . . . ARRRRRR!!!! 真係想冇人認得我 . . .

It's not a matter of beauty . . . but a danger to the physical body 0_0"

水運會, so damn boring. 但係同班fd玩到痴左 . . . 漢堡包, 打手, 包剪dub都玩齊la!! 基本冇mud點理過個pool(我相信大部分人都係咁~)

For the rest of the day, I spent my time spotting someone who should be far far far away . . . I just can't find . . .  and it was like almost til the end of the swimming gala, the thing I was seeking was right on the top left o'me . . . And I was like, stared so hard while shaking so fast~

And yes, the eyes ain't that big, but are enough to spin me around . . . the face is not flawless but the smile is intoxicating . . .

And it was like come to an end when the clock strikes 12:47. I bumped into a detour --- leave with the K-crowd, or go home . . . I chose go home. i admit that I felt quite much regret 4 not choosing the sing my ass off pack, but i think I made the right choice! but sill, I am, really confused. Things only get better in my dreams, and by what I mean, are sweet dreams that you don't wanna wake up from.

It's torture, I'm depressed, I feel helpless and breathless, but still something makes me very happy today. i'll say that very soon~!

I know it's dangerous to type that obvious . . .

I finally made that call at 7:35 pm with my cell phone . . . it was like . . . three hellos with shaddy noise in the background . . . and I pour out 4 pieces of laughters . . . and I'm addicted to the voice . . . and faint . . .

At one time I really liked to wear masks to cover my presonality or else faking to be people I'm not. I've figured it out that's real stupid and I was just fooling myself . . .

Now I won't get masked anymore, but still I have to put on my "make up", should I be "pure", or "dirrty"? Well, please help me out!!

四目交投的感覺蠻爽的 . . .

The more they tell me about ya, the more I fear of doing what I wanna do. Can't be agressive, can't reach to you. it's killing me softly with this deperado. Please help me out, I want this so bad . . .

It all began with that crazy look, and a few sweet talks, and those charming eyes, and . . . I lost in those eyes . . .

Just like to stay up all night with my friends, i get my mama a bit angry for staying at McDonalds til 8:20 0_0"