我不喜歡那種吵鬧後猜忌的感覺...
只想"假期"快點來到, 讓我盡快在死亡後復活~
I'm fuckin' trouble
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My Pllaylists
This is far from finished, but I think I'm gonna share it, just in case you find it useful in some ways~
Playlist 1: I’m Gonna Be Alright
01. P!nk – Fucking Perfect
02. Christina Aguilera – Beautiful
03. Cyndi Lauper – True Colors
04. The Pretenders - I’ll Stand By You
05. Avril Lavigne – Keep Holding On
06. Kelly Clarkson – If No One Will Listen
07. Christina Aguilera – Soar
08. Mariah Carey – Can’t Take That Away From Me
09. Demi Lovato – Believe In Me
10. Christina Aguilera – The Voice Within
11. Alexandra Burke – Overcome
12. Kelly Clarkson - SoberPlaylist 2: Fighter
01. Christina Aguilera – Fighter
02. Kelly Clarkson – Behind These Hazel Eyes
03. Britney Spears – Stronger
04. Eminem – Not AfraidPlaylist 3: The Clubbanggers
01. Taio Cruz ft. Ke$ha – Dirty Picture
02. Rihanna – Don’t Stop the Music
03. Rihanna – Only Girl (In The World)
04. Taio Cruz ft. Kylie Minogue – Higher
05. Lady Gaga – Bad RomancePlaylist 4: The Phones
01. Kylie Minogue – Speakerphone
02. Lady Gaga ft. Beyonce – Telephone
03. Beyonce ft. Lady Gaga – Video PhonePlaylist 5: Duets
01. Jordin Sparks ft. Chris Brown – No Air
02. Guy Sebastian ft. Jordin Sparks – Art Of LovePlaylist 6: Futuristic Space Journey
02. Little Boots – Symmetry
03. Kylie Minogue – Stars
04. Ciara – Tell Me What Your Name IsPlaylist 7: The Party
01. Black Eyed Peas – I Gotta Feeling
02. Katy Perry – Last Friday Night (T.G.I.F.)
03. Alexandra Burke – All NitePlaylist 8: Exoticas
01. Ashley Tisdale – Not Like That
02. Britney Spears – Outrageous
03. Beyonce – Naughty Girl
04. Shakira – Whenever Wherever
05. Hilary Duff – StrangerPlaylist 9: Sensuality
01. Jojo – (I Only Know Him) In The Dark
02. Britney Spears – Touch Of My Hand
03. Christina Aguilera – Loving Me 4 Me
04. Kylie Minogue - ChocolatePlaylist 10: Light-hearted Goodbyes
01. Beyonce – Irreplaceable
02. Jesse McCartney – LeavingPlaylist 11: All In Love Is Fair
01. Kylie Minogue – All The Lovers
02. Jennifer Hudson – If This Isn’t Love
03. Demi Lovato – Falling Over Me
04. Bruno Mars – Just The Way You ArePlaylist 12: Happy!
01. Kylie Monogue – Wow
02. Jessica Simpson – Public Affair
03. Britney Spears – AnticipatingPlaylist 13: Ease My Soul
01. Beyonce – Smash Into you
02. P!nk – I Don’t Believe You -
下個星期唔係人過ga!!! M2同Chemistry test, 日日intensive既choir同orchestra rehersals, inter-house debate..... 人都癲啦!!! 我而家真係唔想出3/12個朝早個orchestra (banquet都唔會~) 少樣野煩會好o的.... 我明多野做means that你係一個有用既人, 先有咁多工作在身, but when those shxtloads of work exeed the breaking point you can possibly hold, you are just gonna shxt your pants 0_0" 多野做得黎係suppose會樂在其中, 而唔係覺我係burden. 其實我唔厭惡呢堆野, 只不過成堆一齊來會整死我... or is it I complain way too much...
Hush! 唔諗啦!! Guess we all need a break from all this crazy, we all needa go into the fog and to be quiet every once in a while, just to shield yourself from everything...
人人都有低潮...有時係因為發生左一o的事, 有時就唔知點解諗諗下野就跌左入谷底, 之後你睇到, 聽到, feel到既野都係...灰的... Everytime I go thru this, I keep telling myself, when I'm ready, to climb back up asap to carry on whatever I should be doing. You know, the world doesn't stop just because your life feel like shxt. It still keeps spinning around like crazy at the end of the day~
呢排好多人唔開心啊:( 學校見到既, facebook既...都係咁. 見到好多人都講好多"cheer up!", 唔好唔開心啦!!", 但係自己總係唔想亂咁安慰人... cuz, if you don't really know what happened to that person, your words might only make things worse. 對我來講, 一個擁抱會係最好:) Sometimes a single hug is a greater remedy than words to heal a broken heart. It's not that I don't care, but, it's just I don't wanna make things worse. I'm not cold-blooded, I just rather observe, be the listener~
I thnk the emotion kinda goes all over the place here, haha. Sometimes your heart thinks and remembers way too much that make things tangle up altogether. Writing that all down, it just feels better~
我諗我今日唱Ke$ha又爆左米且啦XD"
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話打返xanga. 點知都係keep唔到 = =
今日管樂節比賽, we got the silver prize
算係咁啦, 練左咁耐!! 不過真係要付出好多時間啊.... 所以呢個可能會係我最後一次跟學校band比賽, 點都會有d可惜, 但係我真係想留返o的精神同心機o係其他野度. It's not that I don't like this band but, 我係時侯要為自己諗諗, the world doesn't stop just becuz u got some other stuff to do, it still keeps spinning around~唏唏!! 我開始聽聖誕歌啦!! Winter is the season of love~
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不經不覺, 已經進入了殘酷的死亡十月
這個月的每個星期....
3日奉獻左比oboe同WE
兩日賣左身比補習
幾個RT
校報o的開會同teachers interview
open day的工作
溫書溫書同溫書....隨著Halloween的來臨.... 人都變喪屍 . . .
我知工作點多都係要做, 只不過.... 我覺得大部份人都想忙裡偷點閒. 人總不能完美, 就像我的錯別字一樣.... 我會嘗試用心做好每一件....
o係M記跳I My Me Mine, can't believe we did it. It's fun, haha!
If you can, better get some sleep, cuz you ain't always gonna feel like heaven all the time~
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話說尋晚我問媽媽點解當年同我轉校係要轉去德信, 呢個小小的問題o係媽媽驅使變左一番長達20分鐘的對話.... 但係之後我幾開心, 仲有少少百感交集~
我一路都知媽媽當年幫我由大埔舊墟轉校到德信係因為大埔個中學校網唔好, 唔想我是是但但o係一間普通的中學就咁讀落去, 而油尖旺個校網又ok, 所以P.4開左學一個星期都同我轉校. 我好記得當時我上緊數學堂, 校工拍門入來同我講我要早走, 叫我即刻汁哂d野, 媽媽就已經o係學校門口等緊我. 當時我真係好疑惑, 諗唔到點解我番番下學要早走. 媽咪接左我之後唔講點解, 話番到屋企先(. . .) 番到屋企, 媽媽買左大家樂的唔知mud鳳爪飯(唔好食的= ="), 就o係我食緊o個陣, 佢就孚我講"你要轉校, 食完野就會出去見o個間學校的校長" 我當時一聽到, 完全震憾左我的小細界, 我好快就喊左出黎, 好唔開心好唔開心咁喊左出來. 第一, 件事對我黎講真係太太太突然, 第二, 我細過雖然見過人轉校, 但係唔知點解從來冇諗過我有一日可能會轉校. 第三, 我o個時真係好中意o個間學校, 同埋好中意見到o的friend同老師. o個一切實在太突如其來. 我一路喊, 一路食, 接受唔到!! 媽媽只係講左o的安慰說話, 跟住就帶左我去德信. 只記得校長問做mud咁我成績咁好都要轉, 然後就好快入左... o係媽咪口中得知我個位係the last one.
然後我就問點解要咁突然, 媽媽就話其實都係因為個機會係到, 唔想dum所以everything happens so fast. 我再問其實佢係唔係一直都想我轉出去, 佢就由幼稚園開始講起( . . . ) 佢話其實同我考過都ok多Kowloon district的幼稚園, including德信幼稚園, 又話以我當時咁細個又咁叻應該係好易考, 但係基於我條命硬係有o的阻滯的原因, 我考唔到, 最後o係大埔搵左間. 我o係度諗, 如果我當時是但考到kowloon的一間幼稚園, 可能唔駛經歷轉校o個種唔開心. 講講下, 媽咪問我有冇後悔到呢個改變. 我心裡其實都覺得呢個改變其實都幾好, 我入唔到以前想入的wah yan, 都入到sfxc, 假假地都係一間band 1的emi名校. 但係呢條問題我尋日o係冇答ge... 因為我真係答唔出, 恐怕未上到大學, 甚至一日未知我第日會做mud, 都唔會答到呢條問題. 如是者, 我地講左一陣, 就廿分鐘, 搞到我遲左半個鐘訓= ="
就咁我就咁快回顧左我一生, 覺得自己咁快要咁實在太誇長啦XD!!! 但係我從中發覺完來人生條路真係好得意, 如果你行到某一步, 即使作出一個細微的選擇或決定, 你條命真係被改寫. 我o係度諗, 如果我出世之後一直就留o係Canada生活讀書, 我而家會唔會係一個鬼仔, 中文字都唔識多隻呢? 如果當時我考到德信幼稚園, 會唔會有可能同Carlos一直由幼稚園做同學做到上中學? 如果當時我冇轉校, 留o係大埔舊墟讀, 會唔會仲係同黃妙妍(小學一個好close的friend)做好朋友, 會唔會讀緊的中學係我屋企隔離o個間, 而因為冇轉到校就冇做一整年的班長, 同識唔到許建峰(P.4的一個好好好朋友)?? 仲有仲有, 如果o個時升中派位派左我去Wah Yan, 我係唔係就會同Szeto & Patrick一齊開心crazy咁做fd+同學, 而從來冇識過Kasper, Vincent, Hubert, Andy呢d咁好多fd同同學? 我發現條路真係有好多可能性, 我唔知呢d係唔係叫緣份. 我整係想好好咁行落去, 希望第時我望返呢o的分cha點會我自然咁笑一笑. 我不禁開始o係度暇想: 如果我俾o的心機讀, 我3年後的HKDSE會唔會5**到M2呢? 我會唔會突然間有一刻對oboe有超濃厚的熱誠而放低學業, 決心做一個professional oboist呢? 或者簡單o的, 我會唔會真係諗住去外國大學呢? 呢一切都聽落好天馬行空, 冇mud可能, 好好笑, 但係我想講的係, 其實條路點行, 真係係睇你想點, 只望第時唔會後悔, 同埋會覺得o個個move係值得ge!!!
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